What are You Believing for?

I gently caressed Rowan's little face while he slept in my arms.  He was so young, yet he had already brought such incredible joy to our lives.  I caught a glimpse of Barry sleeping as he reclined his head back against the wall.  We were so tired.  We knew to expect weariness, but I don't think either of us [...]

Never Forgotten

Okay, from memory right now I am going to try to name all of Snow White's seven dwarfs.  Here I go...  1. Sleepy  2. Sneezy  3. Dopey  4. Happy  5. Bashful  and  I can't remember the other ones.  Who I am missing?  Oh yeah...Doc and Grumpy.  I tried this with Santa's Reindeer and the 12 [...]

Mourning to Morning

Weeping may endure for a night, but joy comes in the morning. ~ Psalm 30:5 Barry and I were out running errands when we received a call to go to the hospital immediately.  One of our church members had a relative that was in a severe boating accident.  We had no idea what to expect when we arrived, [...]

Mindful of My Mind (part 2)

Growing up, my mother dealt with depression.  To say that she suffered heartache as a young woman would not do her pain justice.  She lost her mother to cancer at 19, her grandfather to cancer at 20 and her cousin, which was like a brother, drowned tragically when she was 21.  In the midst of this she got married and not [...]

Mindful of My Mind

It wasn't too long of a wait, although it seemed like an eternity.  I procrastinated on making the appointment for a number of reasons, but none of them were good enough.  I didn't want to make a big deal out of nothing, but my mind and my heart were at odds and my heart finally [...]

Edit Me Gracefully

 “The growth of grace is like the polishing of metals. There is first an opaque surface; by and by you see a spark darting out, then a strong light; till at length it sends back a perfect image of the sun that shines upon it.” -Edward Payson (1783-1827) I was completely taken off guard.  So I just [...]

Just Lettin’ My Hair Down

After my last post, which I mulled over forever... I started thinking about how hard it is to truly be honest about heartache, sin and disappointment when you are leading more than just yourself.   Because of that, I think there are a lot of minister's wives that are dealing with things in the quiet of their own prayer [...]

Reality Church

I absolutely love reality television.  It is one of my favorite indulgences.  The more drama...the better.  I guess I kind of enjoy seeing people's "real lives".  It makes me feel like I am not alone in my quirkiness.  If camera's were rolling at my house today, you would have found me in my PJ's until noon, logged onto Facebook while [...]

The Show Must Go On…Sometimes

This is for anyone who has made a complete fool of themselves for the sake of the ministry.  This has no spiritual meaning; I just thought it would be fun to have a good laugh together. The end of the day was drawing closer.  One more outreach and then we could all go back to the church.  I was [...]

Generational Blessings

Tears soaked the carefully typed pages as I read in silence.  My Grandfather spent months writing his memoir.  Moments and stories that were burned into his memory, were skillfully captured on paper.  A priceless gift to his children and grandchildren.  I was touched by the time he spent writing and recalling his years as a husband, father and pastor.   My [...]