It wasn't too long of a wait, although it seemed like an eternity. I procrastinated on making the appointment for a number of reasons, but none of them were good enough. I didn't want to make a big deal out of nothing, but my mind and my heart were at odds and my heart finally [...]
Edit Me Gracefully
“The growth of grace is like the polishing of metals. There is first an opaque surface; by and by you see a spark darting out, then a strong light; till at length it sends back a perfect image of the sun that shines upon it.” -Edward Payson (1783-1827) I was completely taken off guard. So I just [...]
Just Lettin’ My Hair Down
After my last post, which I mulled over forever... I started thinking about how hard it is to truly be honest about heartache, sin and disappointment when you are leading more than just yourself. Because of that, I think there are a lot of minister's wives that are dealing with things in the quiet of their own prayer [...]
Reality Church
I absolutely love reality television. It is one of my favorite indulgences. The more drama...the better. I guess I kind of enjoy seeing people's "real lives". It makes me feel like I am not alone in my quirkiness. If camera's were rolling at my house today, you would have found me in my PJ's until noon, logged onto Facebook while [...]
The Show Must Go On…Sometimes
This is for anyone who has made a complete fool of themselves for the sake of the ministry. This has no spiritual meaning; I just thought it would be fun to have a good laugh together. The end of the day was drawing closer. One more outreach and then we could all go back to the church. I was [...]
Generational Blessings
Tears soaked the carefully typed pages as I read in silence. My Grandfather spent months writing his memoir. Moments and stories that were burned into his memory, were skillfully captured on paper. A priceless gift to his children and grandchildren. I was touched by the time he spent writing and recalling his years as a husband, father and pastor. My [...]
To Love and Serve
I looked in the mirror...the reflection took me by surprise. I smiled, I wasn't going to allow myself to get discouraged. I knew this was what I was supposed to do, but I had never gone to church like this before. Barry was already waiting by the door for me...I could hear his keys jingle as [...]
Shotgun For Sale
I was left home alone. Let me just clarify something...I HATE being home alone. So, in an effort to make me feel more secure, Barry showed me how to use a shotgun before he left for the week. Okay, okay stop laughing! It wasn't loaded and to be honest, I had no idea where the bullets were. But, I figured [...]
When Dreams Evade You
I woke up startled...I had no idea what was going on. I looked around trying to figure out where I was. I could faintly make out the room, but I knew it was familiar. I was still in my work uniform and my backpack was on the floor. I let out a sigh of relief...I had [...]
The Mrs. and the Mistress
Barry and I sat across from each other, eyes locked and holding hands. My throat was sore from trying to hold back my emotions. I knew things were going to change, I could just sense it deep in my heart. My mind wandered for a brief moment as I looked around the beautiful home we recently purchased. I [...]
