Mindful of My Mind

It wasn't too long of a wait, although it seemed like an eternity.  I procrastinated on making the appointment for a number of reasons, but none of them were good enough.  I didn't want to make a big deal out of nothing, but my mind and my heart were at odds and my heart finally [...]

Edit Me Gracefully

 “The growth of grace is like the polishing of metals. There is first an opaque surface; by and by you see a spark darting out, then a strong light; till at length it sends back a perfect image of the sun that shines upon it.” -Edward Payson (1783-1827) I was completely taken off guard.  So I just [...]

Just Lettin’ My Hair Down

After my last post, which I mulled over forever... I started thinking about how hard it is to truly be honest about heartache, sin and disappointment when you are leading more than just yourself.   Because of that, I think there are a lot of minister's wives that are dealing with things in the quiet of their own prayer [...]

Reality Church

I absolutely love reality television.  It is one of my favorite indulgences.  The more drama...the better.  I guess I kind of enjoy seeing people's "real lives".  It makes me feel like I am not alone in my quirkiness.  If camera's were rolling at my house today, you would have found me in my PJ's until noon, logged onto Facebook while [...]

The Show Must Go On…Sometimes

This is for anyone who has made a complete fool of themselves for the sake of the ministry.  This has no spiritual meaning; I just thought it would be fun to have a good laugh together. The end of the day was drawing closer.  One more outreach and then we could all go back to the church.  I was [...]

Generational Blessings

Tears soaked the carefully typed pages as I read in silence.  My Grandfather spent months writing his memoir.  Moments and stories that were burned into his memory, were skillfully captured on paper.  A priceless gift to his children and grandchildren.  I was touched by the time he spent writing and recalling his years as a husband, father and pastor.   My [...]

To Love and Serve

I looked in the mirror...the reflection took me by surprise.  I smiled, I wasn't going to allow myself to get discouraged.  I knew this was what I was supposed to do, but I had never gone to church like this before.  Barry was already waiting by the door for me...I could hear his keys jingle as [...]

Shotgun For Sale

I was left home alone.  Let me just clarify something...I HATE being home alone.  So, in an effort to make me feel more secure, Barry showed me how to use a shotgun before he left for the week.  Okay, okay stop laughing!  It wasn't loaded and to be honest, I had no idea where the bullets were.  But, I figured [...]

When Dreams Evade You

I woke up startled...I had no idea what was going on.  I looked around trying to figure out where I was.  I could faintly make out the room, but I knew it was familiar.  I was still in my work uniform and my backpack was on the floor.  I let out a sigh of relief...I had [...]

The Mrs. and the Mistress

Barry and I sat across from each other, eyes locked and holding hands.  My throat was sore from trying to hold back my emotions.  I knew things were going to change, I could just sense it deep in my heart.  My mind wandered for a brief moment as I looked around the beautiful home we recently purchased.  I [...]